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  First Time
Author: Beth Rayne
She
spread her legs and then looked over at me. I knew that she
wanted me to eat her pussy, but I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure
that I wanted to do it. I felt that she was attractive, she
turned me on by how hard she was hitting on me. I've never been
hit on like that before, not by a man or a woman. I suppose it
made me feel good, it made me feel like someone found me
attractive. But, some people will say anything to get in your
pants.
I've only been with a woman one time before. She was a friend of
mine and we were both curious about what sex with another woman
would be like. We had sex and that was the end of it. We really
didn't talk much about it after it was all said and done. I
liked it, I thought the sex was good. I thought she was an
attractive and nice lady. But, I think she felt uncomfortable
about the whole situation. To be honest, I kind of felt that way
too. Maybe that is why I was having so many problems deciding if
I wanted to have sex with her. I was attracted to her, but
something just didn't feel right.
I wasn't at the place where I could comfortably think about sex
with a woman in my mind. I have always thought women were
attractive, but wanting to have sex with them is a whole
different story. I do have sexual feelings for women, but I try
to suppress them. I try not to think about it, I block those
feelings out. I don't know why, maybe it's because it feels so
wrong. It feels so dirty to think about women in a sexual way.
It's hard for me to be honest with myself with this sort of
thing.
I don't want to sound like I am gay, because I like men.
Actually, even if I had sex with women, I would still prefer a
hard shaft. Men have to offer what I want, I need someone that
has the qualities that a man does. Women are too soft and sexy,
men are strong and powerful. I need the protection that I feel a
man gives me. Also, I feel an animal like attraction to men. I
feel like a wild beast when I see a naked man who is about to
screw me.
 Women in my mind are more sensual and more driven by emotions. I
noticed that when I had sex with a woman, she had sex with my
mind. She did everything that she could to turn me on mentally.
Where as a man tries to turn me on physically. Men think that
sexually we are aroused like they are, by seeing and feeling
things. That is one reason why sex with a woman is good in my
opinion, because they work your mind. Though, if I wanted that
all the time, I would just masturbate more often. I can do those
same things to myself.
"What's the hold up?" She said as she looked down at her pussy.
I wasn't sure what the hold up really was. I guess it was
because I really wasn't sure about having sex with her. I should
say that I was sure that I wanted to have sex, but I wasn't sure
if I could do it. I looked at her crotch and I thought about it
some more. She was wearing tight pants and I could tell she
wasn't wearing any panties. She had a slight camel toe in the
crotch of her pants. Her pussy looked nice, at least what I
could see of it did. Not to mention a nice pair of breast, they
were great. I could tell that she was dressed for sex, because
her breast were almost falling out of that white tank top.
"Have you ever been with a woman?" She asked.
"I did it once," I replied.
"Did you like it?" She asked.
"Yes I did," I nervously replied.
"Do you find me attractive? Do you want to have sex with me? If
not, I will leave you alone." She said as she looked over at me.
I wanted to do it, I really did. I wanted to tell her to take
off her pants and let me eat her pussy. But, I was still a
little nervous, a little shy. I kept telling myself that I
wanted to have sex with her, but I just had to get over this
hump.
"I'll do it!" I blurted out.
"Are you sure?" She asked with a smile.
"Yes I am!" I said as I moved over next to her.
I put my hand on her boob and she looked shocked. I don't know
if she thought that I would go through with this or not. I don't
know if she has ever been with a woman before. Though, by the
way she was coming on to me, I would guess she has.
"Have you ever been with a woman before?" I asked.
"Yes I have." She said with a nervous grin.
We went to my bedroom, where I felt we could do this more
easily. I laid her down and told her to take off all of her
clothes. She did, though she wasn't really wearing much
clothing. She was only wearing a pair of pants and a tank top. I
was wearing a lot more clothes, but no need to go through all of
that. I was cold so I put on an extra sweater. I'm a tight wad
when it comes to money, so I wear sweaters instead of turning up
the heat.
She laid down on my pillow and watched me undress. I kept
looking at her and thinking about what I was going to do to her.
I don't know why I was taking the leading role, I would have
thought that she would have done it. She is the one that seemed
to want me so bad. Though, maybe I was being so forceful that
she didn't have a choice. It didn't matter to me, but I did want
to please her right away.
"What are you going to do to me?" She said with a big smile.
"Well, you'll just have to wait and see," I said as I took my
bra off.
After taking off all of my clothes, I laid on top of her. I ran
my fingers through her long brown hair. Every now and then she
would look up and see what I was doing. I gave her a long wet
kiss and I felt her body buckle underneath me. I knew she was
wanting me bad now. It was only a matter of time before she
would beg me for it. I kissed her again, this time feeling up
her left breast. I knew that I was doing it right because she
was breathing heavily.
I slid down her chest and put my face in between her breast. She
looked down at me and I gave her a smile. I really wished that
she would close her eyes, that way I wouldn't feel like she was
staring at me. All I wanted to do was make her happy, make her
feel good. I didn't feel like I could do that if she kept
looking at me. I put one of her nipples in my mouth and I sucked
it. As I sucked on her nipple, I ran my hand up and down her
cleavage. All the time that I was doing this, She was moaning. I
knew she was in pure delight.
I put her other nipple in my mouth and sucked on it. She took
her hand and forced my head into her boob. I don't know why she
did this, maybe she got too worked up or caught in the moment. I
sucked harder and harder on her nipple and she seemed to love
it. I sucked on it much harder than I would have liked my nipple
to be sucked. But, she seemed to enjoy every single second of
it.
"You're making me so hot!" She said as I continued to play with
her nipple.
I took this as a cue to go down on her. I looked up at her and I
started kissing her cleavage. I kissed her all the way down to
her pussy. Her pussy was completely shaven, unlike mine I have
to say. I like to trim mine, but I don't shave it all the way.
Her pussy was smooth, like she had just shaved it. She might
have shaved it just for me, who knows. I rubbed her pussy with
my hand as I kissed her thighs. As I kissed her thighs, I could
feel her getting more and more turned on. I knew I had her in
the palm of my hand, It was up to me what to do next.
I slowly licked her slit up and down. As I did this, She let out
little moans. Every time she would moan, it would turn me on.
I love hearing a woman moan, it really gets me going. I would
drag my tongue over her clit, then I would go down the rest of
her slit. I did this to tease her, to make her want it so bad
she couldn't stand it. I then slowly flicked my tongue against
her clit, not too fast, but not too slow. Just fast enough to
stimulate her down there.
I looked up at her I could see her enjoying what I was doing.
That made me want to do it even more. I love seeing my woman
being pleased by me. It makes me feel like I do can something
for her that no one else can. Maybe that is a little far
fetched, but that is how it makes me feel.
I explored her pussy with the tip my tongue. Tasting her juices.
Tracing the lips. Running my tongue around her clit, into the
crevices between her clit and her labia. I pushed my tongue
inside of her, as far as it would go in. Then, returned my
attention to her clit, again, licking and licking, up and down.
her juices flowing, hot and wet. Her breathing was hard, and
accentuated by her excitement. I could feel her blood pulsing
under my touch. I teased and stroked, and excited her, getting
high on the whole experience of being with her, and every
moment, my own excitement mounted. I was so turned on. I was
lost. Time had no meaning. The world was gone. It was just her
and me, caught in a surge of passion, in some other dimension,
far away from the distractions of our realm. And, every sound,
and taste and smell and stroke of her attentive hands seemed
amplified above the normal intensity of perception.
I moved up to her side, and kissed her, while my fingers
continued stroking her clit. And slipping inside of her tight
hole.
" that feels GOOD!" she whispered. "Don't STOP!" She was in no
danger. I had not even considered stopping. I kept stroking her
pussy, enjoying the way her muscles felt, clutching me. Her hips
began to move up and down and she began to sigh, as she humped
my fingers. "You made me come," she gasped. She moaned and
kissed me, and locked her thighs around my hand, my fingers
still inside of her. Squeezing, as her pussy convulsed and
throbbed. " That's good. You're such a good lover
I loved it when they said that. I squeezed her tight for a
while,
We dozed off to sleep, kissing, and cuddling. It WAS wonderful. |
